Eye to eye .
School was normal . Nothing speacial like i say . Need to brush up my studies . HAHA ! Finish school went home straight away . Bathe and etc . Using computer right now , but uncle came home very early . Fuck , din't even use for an hour and his back . Fuck it . I need to rush finish my posting -.- Today's wether was so cooling , make me thinks back . Sometimes memories do hurt . This is all fate cannot blame . I feel so useless , i don't even know why . I told fengli about it . I'm not good enough to be a good sister , this is what i think . I'll always said , i'll be independent . I need nobody , rights guys ? Trust yourself than trust other people more . Sit in the canteen think alot . Rewind back . If everything can start all over again i will choose to study well . But is not too late to regret everything ? Isn't it ? Miss those childhood times . HAHA ! All those joys and laughters . Lmao . xDD & today is my precious jiejie birthday ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D Hope your wish will come true (: Went to jurong help jiejie celebrate her birthday . Saw ChenWeiLian ! So coincidence . Finish celebrating sent ahyi and jiejie back to choachukang and then home sweet home :D Reached home at around 12 am . What a tiring night . Its time to go to bed :) But i'm not intend to sleep so early . Viewed my precious baobei kiwi blogs . & know what ? Her english is so amazing . Can't compare her's with mine . Impressive . Learn many new words from there . Haha , i should read more English Story book in order to improve & my grammer . Reality is so cruel , it so mean . When things can't be together why not just let it go ? Don't decived yourself . Life is so meaningless . I don't grant anything that i want . The person i loved . The people i dote the most . They left me all alone , it makes me think i should be independent . Life wouldn't go easy for me neither for you . Every history of mine is repeating over and over again . Really , nothing will go easy for me . Anytime i can breakdown . Anyway it depends on my mood to post things up . Everyone will say she copy this and that . LMAO -.- Nothing will go easy for me . Its true , like erm , she say this and they say that . It doesn't mean anything at all . See , everyone will start to accuse you , etc . This is life . It all about life . Lifeless . My life goes up and down . > Ps: When things realise is too late . You'll never what will happen next . Perhaps , things will go well for me ? Walk seprates way will be better . B!tch ihateyou !
