Maybe time pass by too fast , everyone changes . I always say in my blog . Human change . Everyone will change . Everything is unpredictable . You never know what will happen next and i feel so complicated right now . Is 12:17am and i'm talking to ian . Nothing is impossible for me . But i don't go to the feeling that not right . I'm fcuk-ing shag right now , i don't know what should i say . & everyone is in love with someone . How should i phrase it ? 难道爱一个人有那么辛苦 ? 爱一个人有错吗 ? 为什么每个爱的人不是他的爱人 ? 难道拥有你爱的人着么难 ? 你爱他 , 他爱他 . 为何 ? 可一个我一个答案吗 ? 注定的 . 你的就是你的, 不是你的就放手 . Everyone thought there's only one person in your heart but i can tell that not only one , don't because of a person give up everything . Think twices when you do something :D Love is always hurting . "I love you " is just a words for you to say and you do not understand . I mean nothing . I don't know what is love all about . I can be so freedom which i like it so much without boyfriend controlling . I'm like single . He don't realise anything . His okay with it but i'm not . I'm super fed up with it . You don't even speak up to say anything , and you can just leave me like this . First month is coming . But .... how long can we last ? I never thought so much . What about you ? Today is the 8th day i never see you . Sigh .. You are okay with it aren't you ? Hahs , maybe i'm missing you too much . But i don't cry for you . Is useless to cry for guys like that . I'm speaking right deep in my heart . Straight forward will be better for you and for me isn't it ?
Now friends are important to me . I need to rely on them and not being independent . Anyone , who can rely on ? I alway think that independent is the best way to solve all my problem's . But i guess not . Didn't think so much about it . Headache . 烦恼 -.- If i continue to think or dream i gonna be crazy about it .
This doesn't slove my problems out , is not fixing any of it . Fook . Fuck . Arghh !!!!!!!
& i want all my brother's & sister's , friend's to stay happy :D I can only say this .
I think , _ _ _ i want you to be smiling always . Don't feel low or cold . HAHA ! Must be happy everyday , jane will alway be here for you if i don't your other friends will be there for you ! Hahs , must be smiling right now :D That great =X Hoho , is time for me to sleep .
FRIENDS FOREVER (L) I'll post when i back from school .
